I know clearly that tt things wouldnt work out the way that i wanted... But i really wanna to give it a shot.. at least i'll facing it, lose it and i'll be able to carry on with my life.. i alrd had regret tt unable to say it personally once.. this time, i would regret again if i never say it out.. i alrd know the outcome but without a try, i definately going to regret. Pain once and for all.. I try to convince myself tt. At least for now..

Wa seh, i really been abandoning this blog liao sia. LOL. Now den i noticed that it have been months!!! and really la, alot have passed since then.

Tt time is still fret over that going to grad soon. And will lose contacts with friends and stuffs. Well i glad tt still been contacting over msn or fb la. But den, when den call chill out and slack tgt ar.

Now really is entering society liao. Life is beri different from life in school. Life was never the same. Back at school can really slack all day long, enjoying drama anime anytime, sleep late late, going out eat, shop or chill. however, life lyk that doesnt applies now. Seldom hang out with friends and family liao lo. It's just about wake up, eat, go work, back bathe and slp. Well, cant be helped leh. Haha. But have alot of different experience. Now got even work night shift, graveyard shift. Body clock is still trying to adapt it. Who knows? later when i started to adapt to it have to work early morning den i surely GG liao. LOL.

But now still young la. Just lyk tt lo. Haha. Tt's life ma. but i still hope that someday to go out chill lo.... (Just another whining post la. wahahahahaz)

This phrase has come to an end.

In a blink of an eye, life as a student has comes to an end. I find myself really holding back to times passed. There are laughter and joy, stress and sad times. No matter good or bad, it really leave me with alot and alot of memories. It is not possible to name all out, but i will leave them in my heart. Haha. I glad that i had really grown, but also have some regrets too. I guess some things shall just leave it the way it is, imperfection is wad makes a human.

Parting is part of life, so i know branching out from here, everyone will have a brand new experience in life. Ending doesnt means it really finish, it is just another new beginning.

We have to move on.
Even though we will not meet as often as we used to be, i hope that we will still stay in contact every now and then.
Memories are the best, thx for all the fun times we all shared togeher =)
All the best.

-Ling's thoughts-

2 days away now.
It's coming to an end.
What ahead?
I really wonders.

Uncertainty...

Another fork road ahead, but i think most likely i heading the path that is quite expected.
Time does really allow me to choose.
Or just, I dun give myself much option.

I wanted to enjoy this very moment now.

Need to change.
Need to have more faith in myself.
Hate that weakling part of me
But, I cant keep it out of my life.

Brace up!
Told myself alot of times...

A boring new year ar........

Tired...
Hmmm...

But expected sia...
LOL...

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LOL, typing speed increase a little le, haha.
Today is the 24th le, and i'm blogging inside the company. LOL. It's Christmas eve! LOL. That means my holiday is coming soon. Real soon man. xD LOL. Cool. can slp alot tml le, haha. Hopefully later dun have stuffs to bring back home to do.

Hehe, den can really enjoy my these 4 days of rest eh? This 2 weeks will be short weeks. LOL. Hopefully dun have a lot of stuffs to do. Haha, after that can really consider that half of the iap was gone. Now to think, this is only week 5. TT's still long way to go actually.

Den fusion... shucks. Portfolio man... Haiz. Gotta do stuffs for it le eh? Hmm, Hmm.

Hopefully everything goes on okay, can grad jiu hao le.

Wa seh, sounds lyk planning or sumthing le. Zzz I prefer walk one step see one step though. LOL.


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Recently been listening to a few songs. This is one of them that i quite like it.

S.H.E - 612星球
作词：徐世珍 / 作曲：郑楠

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麼人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错
望著天空爱是否活在童话裏头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞 Oh--
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍著痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱著我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦乾眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麼多
我会幸福吗 在什麼时候 Oh—

LOL. no bad sia, my typing increase a little. LOL. Nowadays, yes993 becomes my good fren le. LOL. the only entertainment to me everyday. LOL. Now typing all these also listening to that. Tt's how days pass everyday...huh...

Hmmm, i do enjoy listening to it though. LOL...

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